Saturday, July 11, 2009

I am feeling so fucking down and frustrated. Why must it always be like this? Why?! Oh god! Almost cried when i was on the bus back home and while walking back home. Was listening to dear god at both times. Then now, i am breaking down and criying. I am fucking crying. Come, break me down! Bury me! Bury me! I am finished with you!
I hope this is the last time. I hope i will make it through. I hope that i will forget everything. I hope that now, i will learn to let go of everything. But in the end, all hope is gone.

7:29 PM N