Sunday, May 31, 2009

There is a new addition to my guitar family! A classical guitar! Cause there's this sale in Yamaha and my classical is damaged, so... I have a new guitar! Paid by my parents!

Hmmm... A 5 day camp. Always better than the Sec 3 camp.

7:48 PM N

Saturday, May 30, 2009

May be buying a Corts G210D. I think i will play better with it. Lol. That makes 4 guitars in my house now. (Not including the two guitar hero guitars.)

I was quite afraid that she would hate me when i sent that message. But hey, guess what, she did not. What a nice person she is. :)

Best of luck for her studies!

8:27 PM N

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Siao Gao aka "the stalker" pissed me off yesterday and i lost my cool totally. And he did that again today. Next time, it won't be just warnings.
Ahhh! I think too much! Think of her too much. Too much.

6:21 PM N

Friday, May 22, 2009

Prize Giving Ceremony today and i had video-camera duty. Sat very near to her and kept looking for her but like after 1 hour then i realised she was behind me, to the left. Haha. She also told Just Tin to say bye to me, without saying bye to him! Haha! Found out that someone else has a crush on her, but don't know who. So depressed.

8:08 PM N

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! F*** this shit! I am crying again! Ahhh dammit.

6:16 PM N

Monday, May 18, 2009

Feeling much better after you replied to me this morning :) But you would like, end the conversation quickly sometimes, and make me feel as if i'm irritating you. Can get quite sad sometimes you know... :(

Dammit - Blink-182

It's alright / to tell me / what you think / about me
I won't try / to argue / or hold it / against you
I know that / you're leaving / you must have / your reasons
The season / is calling / and your pictures / are falling down
The steps that / I retrace / the sad look / on your face
The timing / and structure / did you hear / he fucked her?
A day late / a buck short / I'm writing / the report
On losing / and failing / when I move / I'm flailing now
And it's happened once again
I'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands
Sees through the master plan
But everybody's gone
And I've been here for too long
To face this on my own
Well I guess this is growing up
Well I guess this is growing up
And maybe / I'll see you / at a movie / sneak preview
You'll show up / and walk by / on the arm / of that guy
And I'll smile / and you'll wave / we'll pretend / it's okay
The charade / it won't last / when he's gone / I won't come back
And it'll happen once again
You'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands
And sees through the master plan
But everybody's goneAnd you've been there for too long
To face this on your own
Well I guess this is growing up
Well, I guess this is growing up
Well, I guess this is growing up
Well, I guess this is growing up
Well, I guess this is growing up
Well, I guess this is growing up

8:40 PM N

Sunday, May 17, 2009

You didn't reply to my sms... Sad... Going over to Wei Le's house cheered me up a little, but i'm still sad... sad... sad... sad...

9:56 PM N

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Tommorow gonna go to Wei Le's house and party! Hope that will cheer me up! My mom was reading the newspaper about the gay oral sex thing and then she told me to be cautious. She also said "Later Wei Le shi gay leh?" I laughed, out loud.




I want to see you really really badly... :(

7:55 PM N

Friday, May 15, 2009

Yes. Finally, exams are over! but my problems are not over... Oh well... Gonna play, play and play for days! Here's a poem that i wrote on the day i got sad when i asked her an important question. Sorry if it ain't good.
Once a cheerful young man
Now reduced to an empty husk
Gazes everybody now send
Everyday from dawn till dusk
He was fond of a girl
A sweet and kind person
But she would still just hurl
All his love into the ocean
She was all he wanted
And of course he felt sad
And so the flower withered
The petals and the ground finally met

Damn, i'm so sad... :(

4:33 PM N

Saturday, May 09, 2009

I remember that I would always say this to you when you felt troubled, that things always change for the better. It did for you, but not for me. You said that we should remain as friends. You have been saying that over and over again. How I wish you would change that line into something else, something I would like. But in the end, I just wish for you to be happy.

5:51 PM N