Friday, July 31, 2009

Okay, first off, i need to thank the marines for teaching me self-defence. I passed on the front foot takedown and backfoot takedown to some of my friends and i'm sure they liked it.


Okay now, i am in danger, of killing my ownself. I have 5 out of 6 of these symptoms and the last one may come anytime soon.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! FFfffffffffffff... (No use of vulgarities)

7:45 PM N

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Everything is all so... sad... I really wish someone would just kill me. Hope that one day, while sparring with Melvin, he will hit me hard at one of my vital organs and i die. Then i would leave the world, with no one missing me.

Haiz... 2 years and 8 months, not even a close friend. 8 months, a close friend. This sucks.

I feel that my life sucks. And its abit unfair.

2:53 PM N

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Hmm, there's going to be a war i think. I hope it doesn't end up this way, why can't eveything be settled properly? If the war starts, the Elite Fighting Team and kick the asses of people who fight. lol.

I am gonna fail my physics! Hahaha Hohoho Hehehe.

I must do the proper solo for Scream! No the simplified one! Afterlife too!

5:12 PM N

Friday, July 24, 2009

Hmmmm, about two or three days ago, i dreamt, a nightmare it was... Haeffner was inside, so was her and i think one or two more people, can't remember who, maybe Ian. Then haeffner did something (i don't want to say what), and it was a really small thing. But i cried like later in the dream, then i woke up and i was really crying. Hmmm..., weeeiiirrd dream. Oh, it was like in the apocalyptic world also.

Alright! Just now played ball, was not in my best shape and sucked, especially at the start.

I had this very weird feeling and when i asked Junjie, she said it was jealousy. Damn.

I like If it means alot to you by A Day To Remember! Band is gonna cover it one day! Woohoo!

4:54 PM N

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Stupiiiiiddd... Tommorow got two tests! One chinese and one a-math :( So sian. And todaaay, the whole class wore costumes. Ian, roy and me wore shirts that were like hotel staff shirts. And it is kinda like a see through shirt if there is sunlight! Gonna keep that shirt till next year and then ByeBye shirt!

Wei Le's hair is uber nice to touch, so is Nattapon's. Damn i like that feeling.

Got to mess up the plan!

5:12 PM N

Saturday, July 18, 2009

My basketball skill is getting better, but not that good yet. Hmmm, my hair was cut yesterday and its damn short, i don't like it :( Quick hair! Grow back!
Zi Quan, We love and like you okay? Don't think so much! :)

5:08 PM N

Friday, July 17, 2009

ALRIGHT! This time, the fever really subsided! I think... Going back to school on Monday!
I don't wanna wear costume on racial harmony day :( Will look so funny :(
Did the screaming sound from the song Scream by Avenged Sevenfold scare you people?

9:12 AM N

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Yesterday was damn suay. Had a fever of 38.3 degrees at at like the last ten minutes of chinese lesson. Rushed to find mr Eugene Lee but couldn't then mr Lee Moh Choon took me to the general office. When i was going out of the classroom i think the class was like "Oh shit!". Sorry 3E2! It is just a fever and cough only! No flu or other H1N1 symptoms. So, don't worry! But the phlegm i am coughing out has blood O.o

This morning at around 5 a.m. my temperature was 38.5 degrees then it went down to 36.7 degrees. Should be going back to school tommorow! And sorry Roy!

1:30 PM N

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

I don't belong here,
We gotta move on Dear...
Escape from this afterlife.
Cause this time,
I'm right to move on and on,
Far away from here!

I must learn how to play Afterlife by Avenged Sevenfold soon! The guitar parts so nice. I want Synyster's guitar badly!!!

Listening to lots of hardcore songs lately! Trying them out on guitar too!

A part of me still hates it. It is hard to accept it when you are asked/told/forced to do soemthing you do not want to do.

5:44 PM N

Monday, July 13, 2009

Tears are rolling down my cheeks and i'm sure you don't care at all.

5:26 PM N

Saturday, July 11, 2009

I am feeling so fucking down and frustrated. Why must it always be like this? Why?! Oh god! Almost cried when i was on the bus back home and while walking back home. Was listening to dear god at both times. Then now, i am breaking down and criying. I am fucking crying. Come, break me down! Bury me! Bury me! I am finished with you!
I hope this is the last time. I hope i will make it through. I hope that i will forget everything. I hope that now, i will learn to let go of everything. But in the end, all hope is gone.

7:29 PM N

Friday, July 10, 2009

YOOOUU (Soulja Boy Crank That music comes in)

Will surely do some magic,
Small girls you will trick,
Your ass we may kick,
And you'll fly across the creek.

7:49 PM N

Thursday, July 09, 2009

Dammiiiit! I got emo today. :/ Must stop this shit!

Come, break me down! Bury me! Bury me! I am finished with you! Look, in my eyes! You're killing me! Killing me! All i wanted, was you! I tried to be someone else... But noting seemed to change, i know now. This is who i really am inside... I've finally found myself... Fighting for a chance... I know now... This is who i really am!

8:39 PM N

Monday, July 06, 2009

Hmm, 5 guys came over to my house just now. One of them is You Liang's son, aged 7. Very funny when he played guitar hero, he was like going "pok pok kaey" throughout the whole song. I should have been enjoying it more, maybe because of the fever that bryan and i had. And maybe its something else too, i am not too entirely sure.

Here is this very nice song. But, the lyrics abit, errr, disgusting? Note: This song is placed here just for fun. Not caused by emotions or whatsoever. So don't think that i am like sad or what. It is a really nice song, to me.

Always-Blink 182

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always

And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights, I hate them
Lets start this again for real

So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
(Come on let me hold you) Touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always
(Come on let me hold you) Touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always

Always..

Always..

6:45 PM N

Saturday, July 04, 2009

Stupid face! Super funny when i imagine it. Haha!
Okay, i must complete my chinese holiday homework, english holiday homework, biology 85 questions mcq, chemistry workbook, physics workbook. Damn.

5:50 PM N